Energy blackout

I overestimated the number of things I could do in one week. I stressed about what I needed to do, or rather, what I had planned to do. Eventually, I decided to focus on the most urgent tasks, but I still ended up exhausted and unable to do anything else. Worst of all, I didn't crochet. It's not that I didn't have any time, but rather that I was so tired that I didn't feel like crocheting. My energy was low and my brain was overloaded.

This last week reminded me of when I use to work in a corporation. I would get home from work and feel unable to do anything creative. I hated this state and would not want to experience it anymore, yet it still happens to me from time to time. If only I could find a cure for it.

Crocheting is my cure for a bad day or a bad feeling, but what use is that if I am blocked by tiredness and brain fog? I suppose the best I can do is accept it and move on. As well as get some rest to regain my energy. Maybe next week will be better. Maybe I will finally finish that crochet project I started a long time ago. Or maybe I'll start a new one. Keep your fingers crossed!

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